笑与不笑

A：你不笑的时候样子很凶eh
P：oh，是吗？
A：是咯，你不笑的时候很有距离感，所以要时常笑感觉比较亲切。
P：oh........

我知道我不笑的样子某些时候真的可以拿来吓人（哈哈哈），可是我不是什么一点点的事都可以笑到饱的人（虽然，我看综艺节目会大笑）。还有，对不是很熟悉的人，我的笑点就会增高。

对于刚认识的人，微笑的确增加亲切感。可是，难道我要像白痴的那样一和你对到眼就笑吗？
白痴！

远见

最近应该很多刚得到大学录取通知信的未来大学生很烦恼吧！我家就有一个。
一得知我弟所得到的科系和大学我俩眼睛都快掉出来！一个从没想过的科系，也不在他的选择内的吉兰丹大学的geoscience(是叫地质科学吗？) 。他一直向往的去向是健康科学，而得到的科系却不是那样的。

很多人可能得到一些较偏僻的大学或一些较冷门的科系应该第一时间都大吃一惊吧！或可能你对别人说的时候，人家都会用一种异样的眼神回你。可也有些说不知谁谁谁的谁得到某某大学的某某冷门科系出路很好。。。总之这时候有很多来自四面八方的所谓“道理”。我弟挣扎了几天最后还是决定去了。


这叫有远见吗？

 P/S: 星期五出发到吉兰丹咯！

时光隧道

发自内心地大笑，真的很高兴

但是心头上的忧虑没减，

而且忧得让我心跳加速

坏习惯依然没改

还是很喜欢“哎呀，如果。。。就好”

喜忧各半

没脑

三更半夜
很累
很生气
没脑啊你！

头昏脑涨

today brain so weng weng....so many things to discuss suddenly....so many things to decide suddenly...so many things to argue suddenly....so many things not go as i hope suddenly....what to do? 我只能对自己要求完美，渴望别人做到完美，但不能坚决别人一切完美。i really understand this statement. 突然很想去唱K发泄一下！

开学了

看看刚电邮过来的新学期课程时间表
虽然还不完整
但是 haiz。。
枯燥乏味
假期
结束了

饼干记

在家好闲空，便打算做饼干。由于是初学者，所以只做了应该算最容易做的牛油饼。









坦白说，我是觉得味道还不错啦！^o^

解药

原来我是那么撑不起的
好想快点睡一个好觉起来
因为睡觉是我唯一解药
唯一让我忘记不开心事情的解药
haiz...

我的解药解药，解药解药，。。。。解药用钱买不到（音乐类似终极三国插曲）

btw...
这是我上星期和这星期做的“手”和“脚”。。。哈哈

Recently

recently so much things happen around me.
last 2 weeks my coursemate accident. first time saw an accident scene in front of me...*shock*. the accident process looked really dramatic as what we saw in tv that my coursemate really knocked by the car and turned in the air before falling down on the road. luckily....really lukily...not seriously injured. but a haematoma on forehead and some light scratches on the face and shoulder.
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~taken during freshman night for first year~

~the freshmen~
lydia, wan sian, yen pei, poh hsing, siew wum and chiong ming

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tuesday night my another coursemate gt robbed in setapak. 4 malays with parang...'surrender' all his belongings including handphone and wallet with ic,licence, bank card and all other things....haiz...luckily no hurt him.

ytd heard a third yr senior gt motor accident- finger fractured....recently ot like so sui....haiz...

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gt my class photos today....ej nt in the photo this year.*sob sob* she went back home rest due to the accident.

星期二

今天好累 不喜欢星期二
因为每个星期二都要去PLPP
sienz。。。
来来回回的路程，很晕

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晚餐后的几分钟
差点把刚到肚里的饭吐出来
我宿舍房里的厕所有访客
一只鸟
应该是一只受伤的鸟
顿时不知怎么办

我和室友
两个大人物怕一只小动物
扫把一人一把
似乎准备对抗
但没人真正前进

突然觉得还好有室友
虽然大家同病相怜
但至少还有你
还好。。。
静战半小时
最后访客哪里来哪里走

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另麻烦者
很麻烦
似乎坚持自己想法是对的
不好高高压下来对人

我们不是制造多余、依赖
我们一直为自己、为你们创造奇迹
只要你们能放下
可以的。。。真的可以

刚才的文字
只是为了保护我自己
你不是万能的

我一直对自己说：
过去的就算了

我是真的做到了

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~我的一天~

我三八吗？

最近有点连受打击的感觉
突然有够烦的
自寻烦恼？不晓得
又加上那什么spkg 的“有效”system
第一次被那么多Elephant吓得目瞪口呆
第一次在我史上看到那么多大象
不要说大象。。。连Doggie我都没看过leh
是我三八吗？连大象和小狗都没见过。
haiz。。。不知怎么搞得?

一人爽

不是很爽！
还是喜欢以前的
能回到从前吗？
不可能
只希望能回到像从前那样
那样自由
那样自在
那样无所谓

ha.ha.ha.

wake up very early today to go to hostel for? GOTONG-ROYONG! 笑死人了！now in hostel. just finished washing toilet with few neighbours. another 笑死人! wash toilet? i never wash my house toilet before and now i go and wash hostel toilet. the cleaner still hand all her washing tools for us and watch us washing the toilet and bathroom from outside. maybe she thinks that OMG!! how can we wash like that? but actually the toilet is quite clean already so we just simply wash and brush abit. 总之， 笑死人啦！我妈听了都笑。。。hehe

Laziness

tmr there is a gotong royong perdana from 8-12 in my hostel. now im at home. really lazy to go back that early for gotong-royong tmr. but from what i heard from others, 100 merit will be deducted for those that are not going. T.T...i don't want be dimerit. 100 marks is a lot. haiz...what to do in gotong-royong? my room is considered very clean and neat.i think as what EJ said, the gotong-royong main PROJECT should be 'the chasing of cats out of hostel'. the cats shit all around the hostel compound especially in front of people's room and also toilet. don't think they so smart do their business in the toilet bowl...TOTALLY NOT! soooo....lazy a!

of course this is not me! is one of my coursemates who slept in lecture hall during lectures. hehe..

=D...=(

uni=doin assignmentssssss
this sem alot of assignments and presentations.
although like used to it but still a lot of trouble feeling.
assignments=troubles
thus, uni=troubles...???
i notice that my maths knowledge has all gone...==
SEM2 ASSIGNMENTS
counseling assignmnet 1 (=D)
human development assig (=D)
OKU Simulation report (=D)
OKU simulation presentation (=D)
public speaking PS&E (=D)
hubungan insan assig (=D)
PS&E assig 1 (=D)
PS&E assig 2 (=D)
TITAS assig (=D)
hubungan insan presentation =(
TITAS presentation =(
individual presentation speech comm. =(
short sketch speech comm. =(
counseling assig 2 =(
question: when can i start study for final?
answer: er...
conclusion: outing tmr to release stress...hehe

Bla a little...

long time didnt put my pen here. these few days very busy. busy with assignments, i think that is sure for every1 around me. assignments seem like never end. thank god that nt much group assignment but there are still some. although my group members are not like fish's group members, but it is hard for people to gather around to discuss. last week 4KL carnival is held in titiwangsa lake, busy with the eco-enzyme subprogram thing where i am an AJK of publicity. after 4KL finish, then busy with Singapore Nan Yang Politechnic OT students that came on last thursday. we had a dinner on Friday in Rasa Sayang restaurant near KLCC. they are having sem break so they gt a study trip to malaysia. some of them are malaysians. got to know some of them. important for us to have a good relationship with them. not make use of them,but is just to know each other better and hw the study environment there. and of cz 1 day maybe i will work in singapore and it is good to have some friends there. saturday morning, we had our very first OT family day.not only us, is OT students in malaysia and also the NYP students. OT family day gather all OT students from malaysia that are from UKM, UiTM and KSKB(from Kementerian Kesihatan Malaysia). NYP students gt the chance to join us. totally tire after that. went back home in the saturday evening. rush for assignments again. and now back to hostel, still rushing.
CAN I SUDDENLY GT FULL BRAIN OF IDEAS AND TYPE NON-STOP?

He said:"tire!busy!"

busy!busy!busy!
fan!fan!fan!
ppl around all busy but why there is still someone who claims himself as the busiest can't understand what other ppl said. ended up with the others need to 'talk-explain-talk-explain' using the busying time to him.
think he change a lot but at last like nothing.
aih...

The mess after the indulgence

kinda rush now to finish my assignment...but i rush without knowing how to continue doing it...just
rush in thinking
rush in hanging around on the net
rush in finding the info and then
rush again doing other things as what im doing now...gg
really squeeze my brain to do this assignment
bring my lappie balik kampung during CNY and looked like im doing kinda huge business
and it ended up with only 10% of it i did.
don't have much time during CNY to do it.
first day and second day- cameron highlands
third day-penang
fourth day-taiping
fifth day-reach home at about 7pm
*tire*

Nonsense...really?

Something happen...i knew it!
Don't ask me what and why.

She1-don't stare at me like that...so many times i told you, may be you not realized that it is a 'stare'. ok, fine. may be i have used to it.

She2-don't try to hide something from me...i really really really ....very very very don't like it. ok...sometimes you think that it is your own privacy...why you have to tell me all, but actually what i mean is just don't make me feel that you are trying to leave me behind together with others.

She3-don't too depend on me.i know you can move without me.sometimes it makes me feel stress and no idea.

She4-don't make our relationship become worse.or may be i should say that i hope my brain don't think like that.if now you are the one i thought when first time meet you, then may be you will know what happened 'that day'.

She5-don't always stick to me.especially when we both are sweat-'ty'.i really don't like it...please!

He1-don't shout at me like that!it is just a very simple thing, no need to be like that...sometimes make me want to shout back but i know i will lose...not in volume or pitch but in the role that i carried.

He2-don't talk to me like that...sometimes it is not that simple as what you thought.i don't know how simple you thought it is,but i can tell you...it makes me feel bad!!

He3-don't show that face to me.i always think that your thinking is matured enough to do things on your own...but what happen at last?my ears suffered.why?your close people don't like it causing heart'ache' and ear'ache' to me.

He4-don't laugh like hell though you think it is funny...may be that is my problem...but i still don't know where is the point!@@

He5-don't pretend to be serious especially it is really a time to have a smile look or even laugh like hell...hmm...may be?why want to make many people don't like you.i know you are not 'that type' of person.i believe.

these 10 people are those that suddenly come to my mind today...nonsense?really not sure.

The '7'

Just read fishie's blog. suddenly feel to get up some relations with '7'. but it seems like i did not have anything that was related to '7' before...T.T.

Some might think, it is kind a stupid and weird why i want to link myself to '7'.

T.T.....i just want '7'777777777777777777777.....