Wednesday, December 22

stupid!

我不是大家想像中的那么坚硬
可能我还是不要活得那么清醒吧!
很想找一片空地大喊!!!!!
我很烦啊!!!!!!

这两个晚上都睡不好,翻来覆去,搞到我现在low back pain。haiz...心也痛。 不知道是你笨还是我蠢,一番好意的话出自无心的我造成了一些麻烦。大家都明白就是只有你死蠢不明白。原谅我用死蠢二字。我现在是痛到气头上。道歉你我都作了但是我还是认为你真的真的太XX,把人家好意当恶意。是你自己弄到别人排挤你!是你自己弄到别人讨厌你!是你自己搞到全世界都知道!

瓶子,给我一晚时间去消化,明天应该可以把讨厌排泄出来。

haiz...腰背真的很痛!

Saturday, November 6

笑与不笑

A:你不笑的时候样子很凶eh
P:oh,是吗?
A:是咯,你不笑的时候很有距离感,所以要时常笑感觉比较亲切。
P:oh........

我知道我不笑的样子某些时候真的可以拿来吓人(哈哈哈),可是我不是什么一点点的事都可以笑到饱的人(虽然,我看综艺节目会大笑)。还有,对不是很熟悉的人,我的笑点就会增高。

对于刚认识的人,微笑的确增加亲切感。可是,难道我要像白痴的那样一和你对到眼就笑吗?
白痴!

Thursday, July 15

Beginning of my 3rd year

TIMETABLE
just got my 2 weeks timetable....full of lectures everyday...almost no space in between the lectures and lectures of everyday almost are from 8am-5pm.

3RD DAY OF MY 3RD YEAR
today i had a lecture with Dr. XXX who b4 this can be considered as a "catastrophe" to me ...but i think that he can't remember me anymore. nvm...i was trying not to be scared of what had happened last time...but still there was a little bit worry...i think will fade with the coming lectures with him. haiz...2 assignments are given today...STOP!!!

4TH DAY IN MY NEW HOSTEL ROOM
very happy that 7 of us(coursemates) get together again staying in the same college
very happy and lucky that i got a single room which is very new
till now...im still enjoying of hanging alone in the new room...haha



Time to sleep! Nitez ^o^

Tuesday, June 29

远见

最近应该很多刚得到大学录取通知信的未来大学生很烦恼吧!我家就有一个。
一得知我弟所得到的科系和大学我俩眼睛都快掉出来!一个从没想过的科系,也不在他的选择内的吉兰丹大学的geoscience(是叫地质科学吗?) 。他一直向往的去向是健康科学,而得到的科系却不是那样的。

很多人可能得到一些较偏僻的大学或一些较冷门的科系应该第一时间都大吃一惊吧!或可能你对别人说的时候,人家都会用一种异样的眼神回你。可也有些说不知谁谁谁的谁得到某某大学的某某冷门科系出路很好。。。总之这时候有很多来自四面八方的所谓“道理”。我弟挣扎了几天最后还是决定去了。


这叫有远见吗?

 P/S: 星期五出发到吉兰丹咯!